poor part

everyone has his business and desires. for my poor part what do i do ? pray ? whats the remedy for a non-believer ? all have agendas - some open some hidden. enough is enough. i think it is time for a change.

caution

after lots of trouble things are going fine now. mindset has started dissolving. questioning period is over. a new faith has to be built up. will take time. need to be cautious too - things should not slide back. some are desperados. still keep hammering the wrong among the youngsters - even from afar. cowards. keep themselves hidden use pseudonyms and fake orkut identities to speak to me. but thescraps indicate a good sign. information sources are drying up. the age old accusations dopnt hold good today.

irregular

wish i could be more regular. but two things hold me back. one is ofcourse -laziness. the other a creeping doubt whether it is wise to think aloud - in public. one can smile and yet be a villain. hide - or dissemble with - what you think is the order of the day. speaking your mind may be indiscreet.

orkut Blog: Welcome!

orkut Blog: Welcome!

this is a great facility. only thing -how to avoid overlapping between individual's blog and this !

singapore

Singapore was a great experience - specially the meetings with debashis aikat, anantha babbili, usha reddy, indrajit banerjee,ramprasad padhy, vinod agrawa, kate and the team from australia. great people. how sharp and dedicated to media teaching. we look small with our squabbles on trivialities. its urgent we change, think big and be connected - with the world outside.

gloss

gloss and the rest. how does it help. some are impressed. they matter - at least cant be ignored. but to myself it is laughing matter.

mounting pressure

one after another.no end to problems.why do i have face all this.what are they trying to prove.